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Update - my progress - sargatanas1977
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Update - my progress
Well, it's been almost 3 weeks since the big break up, and i am dealing with it very well. I am back in the single frame of mind, though it's beena bit difficult, and i sometimes have times where i really miss Gary and wish he was here with me. Still, i think this time apart has been wonderful for me.

I realize Gary has some growing up to do, and i have some issues i need to start addressing myself. Gary's only 22, and i don't think he's as spiritually developed as i am, as he is still caught up in sex and all that. I like sex, but it's not the end all be all for me at this time in my life. Spirituality means more to me than anything else. Developing my magickal skills, as well as getting back into my native indian ways and spirituality, meditation and new ways of helping myself in sirit, in mind, and in body.

I am riding my bike more and more, and i love the freedom it brings me. I also am looking to lose some weight before the fall, so that's good to. I definitely need to make my body healthier. All in all, i think this break up is one of the best things to happen to me. And who knows what lies in the future, we may get back together, we may not, but we will always be friends. And i don't really need to worry about that right now.

I have more pressing matters to worry about. In any event, i am doing well, and getting though it with success.

~Jayson~

Current Location: Salt Lake City, Ut
Current Mood: hopeful hopeful
Current Music: "I'll get over you" from the Pretty Woman Soundtrack

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