i feel weird today. not sure why. just generally moody. i guess it just started this morning when i woke up. well, there was something that happened. i wasn't able to please my partner the way i wanted to this morning, i mean he said i did. i believe him. he wouldn't lie to me but it really bothered me. i have heard comments made in the past sometimes that to be a good man and partner you should be able to please your man.
i did, but somehow i just still felt like a failure in some way. maybe it's just me, because he told me i am amazing in bed. i try. i feel better knowing he wasn't like, mad at me or anything.